Hello, World
Jun. 8th, 2013 02:24 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tympsI haven't written here in a little while because I haven't really felt like I had much to say.
Summer has been nice so far, but I guess I've been pretty lazy and unproductive. I will need to start applying for jobs soon.
I've seen friends a few times lately. It's been nice. I went to a concert on Wednesday and tonight I went out to a bar for a friend's birthday. I'll go out again on Monday for another friend's birthday. Tonight was really fun. It was a pretty decent bar and the drinks were cheap and strong!! I couldn't complain. I still feel pretty buzzed.
I have this weirdness about going out with friends. Like, I sit at home and wish I had more friends and wish that I could meet more people and all of that, but then when I do get an invitation, I feel hesitant to accept it, but I accept it anyway...and then I just dread going out so much and feel so nervous about it. I usually feel better once I actually get out and meet up with people, but the feeling of dread beforehand is just so strong. I don't get it! Obviously it's anxiety-related, but it's just kind of DUMB.
In general, though, I've felt a lot better lately. I've not felt depressed in a while, not remarkably so since that last bad period in like late April/early May, and I haven't been quite as anxious lately. I have been feeling confused about a couple of things lately, but I don't think it's worth writing about until I figure it out.
I thought I had something else noteworthy to write about, but I've had this tab up for a long time now and I can't seem to remember it, so I guess it wasn't that significant after all.
Summer has been nice so far, but I guess I've been pretty lazy and unproductive. I will need to start applying for jobs soon.
I've seen friends a few times lately. It's been nice. I went to a concert on Wednesday and tonight I went out to a bar for a friend's birthday. I'll go out again on Monday for another friend's birthday. Tonight was really fun. It was a pretty decent bar and the drinks were cheap and strong!! I couldn't complain. I still feel pretty buzzed.
I have this weirdness about going out with friends. Like, I sit at home and wish I had more friends and wish that I could meet more people and all of that, but then when I do get an invitation, I feel hesitant to accept it, but I accept it anyway...and then I just dread going out so much and feel so nervous about it. I usually feel better once I actually get out and meet up with people, but the feeling of dread beforehand is just so strong. I don't get it! Obviously it's anxiety-related, but it's just kind of DUMB.
In general, though, I've felt a lot better lately. I've not felt depressed in a while, not remarkably so since that last bad period in like late April/early May, and I haven't been quite as anxious lately. I have been feeling confused about a couple of things lately, but I don't think it's worth writing about until I figure it out.
I thought I had something else noteworthy to write about, but I've had this tab up for a long time now and I can't seem to remember it, so I guess it wasn't that significant after all.
