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Lately I've just been feeling so tired and unhappy. I'm mentally exhausted. I have no interest in doing much of anything, and I completely lack the motivation to face my responsibilities. I don't want to see my friends. I just want to curl into a ball in my room and hide from everything.
I feel so frustrated. I wish I had someone to confide in, and knowing that I don't just makes me feel even more frustrated.
Over the last couple of months or so, I've gone through phases of feeling very suicidal. I hadn't experienced that in quite some time -- at least two years, if not more.
Sometimes I want help, but I am always afraid to seek it.
I just don't know what to do anymore.
I feel so frustrated. I wish I had someone to confide in, and knowing that I don't just makes me feel even more frustrated.
Over the last couple of months or so, I've gone through phases of feeling very suicidal. I hadn't experienced that in quite some time -- at least two years, if not more.
Sometimes I want help, but I am always afraid to seek it.
I just don't know what to do anymore.